Friday, October 28, 2011

Breaking Up

恩前想后,整个开始是我的错,我不该自私的让我心爱的女人都痛苦,老大有说过能接受你,但是她心里很难受,如果我把我的快乐建立在她的痛苦,我就不是人了。虽然你说你只是暂时的跟我在一起,你也在骗自己,有了我,你那里会去嫁人呢。我也想过跟老大离婚和你结婚,但是这条路如小姨说的是很难走。我们的年龄差距我孩子会觉坏这个家庭,你爸是否能接受,等等。我想通了,不要同时伤害两个女人。其实我是不能控制我对你的欲望,如果再继续通电话我的心会放不掉你,对不起,我又再一次伤害你,希望你明白,只恨我们生不对时,错过了机会。这次我们再也不联系了,你的生意也上了轨道,不须要什么帮忙。我希望你别忧郁,不要一个人躲在房里不见人,地球还在旋转,你也要给自己想想接下来要怎么过。这次回家,让你妈妈安排你去相亲,有了对象,你就会把这个伤害你两次的坏人忘了。我已经决定要做个好老公,好爸爸,希望你明白我的处境.

我的回忆不是我的

Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Reunion

It has almost been one year I've not visited my 亲爱的. First, my job didn't require me to go to China; also I was so busy building up the business that I cannot find time to go on vacation. We have also cut down our daily phone calls. After awhile, I suggested to her that we should break up, since she is going 24, and it's about time that she should find a suitor. Also, I don't know when I would be going to Beijing again, so it wouldn't be fair for her to wait for me. She agreed, and for 3 months, we didn't call each other, but deep in our heart, we just couldn't let go. We started our phone calls once again, but pretended that it was just pure friendship. When I realized that her birthday was coming, I volunteered to celebrate her birthday, since she is still single.

I applied for one week's leave and went to Beijing. I didn't know how it would turn out. After I arrived Beijing airport, I called her. She asked me to fetch her from her home before we head to Great Wall Sheraton.

When I arrived her house in 望京, I waited almost 15 minutes before she came out. When we didn't see each other for almost a year, she still look as pretty as before, and doesn't look a year older.

After we checked into the room, we made love right away. The feelings we have for each other are still the same. 亲爱的 needed a nap as she was exhausted after her continuous orgasms, so I let her rest.



While she was sleeping, I bought a Peach cake for her.






亲爱的 paused for almost a minute for her birthday wishes.









YUMMY!!!!!