Thursday, January 29, 2009

A New Beginning

Since the start of the Ox year, I haven't been talking to my 亲爱的, and the reason is quite obvious, I can hardly find time to call her. We exchanged a few SMSes, and that is all. On the other hand, she's very occupied with her mahjong games, so she doesn't really miss me. She has been playing mahjong with her khakis every evening till late nite, and I suspect that this will continue for the next few days, since everyone is in a holiday mood. Ox year could be good for rabbits as my 亲爱的 is born in the year of rabbit, and she has not lost a single game since she started her mahjong adventure. In fact, she has probably accumulated more than RMB600 of winnings. We already have plans for this money. The last time we didn't manage to date in Hard Rock Cafe, so she has agreed to give me a treat in Hard Rock during my next trip to see her.

Regarding Chinese Zodiac, a master once told me that rooster and rabbit don't get along well. He said "These opposites do not attract. The rooster is a hypercritical snob. The rabbit is much too sensitive for the rooster. The rabbit is a steady methodical worker; while the rooster works in fits and spurts indulging too often for the rabbit's liking. To find true happiness together will be hard work, and it may be easier to find love elsewhere. YOu do not have fate's blessing. You are exactly lunar opposites, and that will likely spell disaster. Your desired girl should be a snake or ox". Well, the master may be true in some ways, because the path ahead of us is defintely a very tough one, especially when we are so so much in love.

Friday, January 23, 2009

亲爱的's New Year‘s Resolution

Last nite, me and my 亲爱的 chatted on Skype for 2 hours and suddenly she popped up this question:

亲爱的 says: 问你个问题
Me says: 什么?
亲爱的 says: 如果我们分手你会难过多久
Me says: 现在不要说这个啦
亲爱的 says: 为什么不要说,就是问问拉
Me says: 你没有对象啊
亲爱的 says: 其实我们都应该诚实的面对这一切
亲爱的 says: 我没有很你分开,那就永远找不到对象了
Me says: 你觉得是这样吗?
亲爱的 says: 恩,我又不是脚踏几条船的人
亲爱的 says: 反正感觉跟你越久,将来会更麻烦的
Me says: 看来你是怕麻烦啦?
亲爱的 says: 恩、
亲爱的 says: 还有其实想靠自己生活呢
Me says: 你不是在找工作吗?
Me says: 找到工作。。你就靠自己拉
Me says: 想清楚啦。。。
Me says: 我们这么有缘分。。。
Me says: 我舍不得分开
亲爱的 says: 现在好了,今天跟你说这个,只是想我们各自明年都有一个好的开始
亲爱的 says: 爱过你没有后悔过
Me says: 恩
Me says: 你不是现在就要跟我分手吧。。那太突然了
亲爱的 says: 不要让你也老是有牵挂
亲爱的 says: 现在和明年还不是一样
Me says: 那我也要有心理准备
亲爱的 says: 现在没有心里准备,你知道我也是鼓了很大的勇气才跟你说的
亲爱的 says: 这样对我们两个都好,
Me says: 我不跟你说了
亲爱的 says: 为什么
Me says: 我没有你这么大的勇气
亲爱的 says: 我们以后还是朋友,
Me says: 你就会叫我以后别打电话给你
亲爱的 says: 亲爱的,我们就这样吧,明年各自好好生活
Me says: 我觉得我很失败。。
亲爱的 says: 为什么
Me says: 以为可以做你的天使
亲爱的 says: 你不要那样嘛,其实你很好
Me says: 我在骗自己
Me says: 我以为我能用爱和关怀打动你的心。。
亲爱的 says: 你以为我在骗你的感情吗,我敢发誓
Me says: 不是
Me says: 不是这个意思
亲爱的 says: 那你是什么意思,我早都跟你说过,我没有你想的那么好
Me says: 知道了。。
Me says: 我累了。。
Me says: 就这样吧
亲爱的 says: 那你休息吧
Me says: 恩。。。88
亲爱的 says: 为什么不要听我说完
Me says: 我累了
亲爱的 says: 要不了一下的
Me says: 我也知道你要说什么
Me says: 明年在说吧
亲爱的 says: 我没有欺骗过你的感情,我爱你不会比你爱我少
Me says: 要不然你就回家吧
Me says: 我是不会去成都找你呢
Me says: 慢慢感情就会淡
亲爱的 says: 可能吧,等到小姨回去的时候我就要跟她回去了
Me says: 就说到这..
Me says: 我不要听别的
Me says: 晚安
亲爱的 says: 知道吗,我现在的心很痛,我说出来就后悔拉
亲爱的 says: 我还是很爱你
Me says: 我也是
Me says: 我在流泪
亲爱的 says: 好拉,当我没有说过,年都过不好了'
Me says: 恩...
Me says: 就这样吧
亲爱的 says: 我要看看你,要看你笑笑'
Me says: 你去打牌吧...我关了
亲爱的 says: 都是我不好
Me says: 没事...
Me says: 习惯就好了
亲爱的 says: 不,要看看
Me says: 晚安
Me says: 不好..我是男子汉..那里可以流泪
亲爱的 says: 你就不要看看我流泪吗
Me says: 我看过了
Me says: 就知道你的样子是那样的
Me says: 好吧..新年快乐
Me says: 祝你明年有桃花运
亲爱的 says: 好拉,我现在很伤心,怎么办
亲爱的 says: 你要说点笑话给我听
Me says: 想我就行了..我爱你
亲爱的 says: 我完了,真的爱你很深很深
Me says: 看你一眼
Me says: 看到你了
亲爱的 says: 不准看了
Me says: 你真是的..每次分手都找错时间
亲爱的 says: 我关了
Me says: 恩...看到你了
Me says: 你没有祝我
Me says: 新年快乐
亲爱的 says: 好拉,祝你新年快乐
Me says: 好啦...过了春节在说吧
Me says: 还有我也要桃花运
亲爱的 says: 当我没有说过吧,我也没有办法承受,本来以为自己有勇气说出来,就可以接受
亲爱的 says: 但是好像不可以哦
Me says: 恩..你没有说过
Me says: 去洗脸吧..明天睡醒就没事了
亲爱的 says: 恩
Me says: 不要想我们啦..去看他们打牌吧
亲爱的 says: 我要想你,现在你是唯一一个可以让我流泪的男人
亲爱的 says: 可能这一切都是命中注定的吧
亲爱的 says: 在你面前,我的眼泪很不争气,说掉下来就掉下来了
亲爱的 says: 我很没有用哦,也是自己让 自己伤心的
Me says: 别说我们的事了
亲爱的 says: 为什么不说,放不开你了。
亲爱的 says: 我以后不要说这样的话了,真的把我自己都搞的很难受,知道你也是这样
Me says: 我也是很难受
亲爱的 says: 真的离不开你了
亲爱的 says: 真是没有想到啊,你很自豪吧,有个小妹妹这样的爱着你
Me says: 我很自豪能跟你在一起
亲爱的 says: 看来老天安排我们相遇,看来上辈子真是欠你的
亲爱的 says: 现在要我慢慢的还给你
Me says: 你也迷信吗?
Me says: 可能是我欠你呢?
亲爱的 says: 不迷信,但是我觉得很奇怪,对别的男人是没有这种感觉的
Me says: 好啦..别说我们的事,好不好?
亲爱的 says: 说句实在话,自己都不知道喜欢你什么,但是就是这样会为了我们的事情流泪
Me says: 我不是比黎明帅吗?
亲爱的 says: 是我上辈子欠你的
亲爱的 says: 哼,那你怎么没有成为四大天王
Me says: 我比猪还笨,所以你可怜我吧?
亲爱的 says: 没有 比猪更笨的
Me says: 没有吗?
亲爱的 says: 当然没有
Me says: 你就别哭了。。。
Me says: 明天年三十。。要吃团圆饭
Me says: 记得在QQ写你的日记
Me says: 去年你就把团年饭的过程写了上去
亲爱的 says: 恩,以后我说这样的话之前,自己会很难受
亲爱的 says: 所以不会在说了
Me says: 一年就这么过了
亲爱的 says:是啊,去年写的好幼稚
亲爱的 says: 今年再写肯定不那么幼稚的写了
Me says: 我也觉得幼稚。。好像小学生写作文
亲爱的 says: 时间过的真快啊,在一起就要好好珍惜每一天
亲爱的 says: 就是这样,看我今年写的吧,肯定会有很大突破的
Me says: 恩。。明晚我就上网看
Me says: 嗯。。。晚安
亲爱的 says: 明天不是30
亲爱的 says: 是28
Me says: 哦
Me says: 恩。我真糊涂
亲爱的 says: 你真是时间都记不的拉
亲爱的 says: 傻了吗
亲爱的 says: 好拉
Me says: 笨到连及时过春节都忘了
亲爱的 says: 我爱你
亲爱的 says: 记的想我
Me says: 恩。。记得想你
亲爱的 says: 还有一句没有跟我说
Me says: 晚安。。我爱你
Me says: 我关了
Me says: 88
亲爱的 says: 亲爱的,一次比一次更爱你
亲爱的 says: 好拉走吧
Me says: 我也是
Me says: 好了关了
亲爱的 says: 爱你

王力宏 & 盧巧音 - 好心分手

Saturday, January 17, 2009

SQ 805

I'm updating this blog while waiting for flight SQ 805 to send me back to Singapore.

I just spent 5 days with my 亲爱的 in Beijing doing the usual stuff, except that my 亲爱的 has her period on Thursday. So for the past 2 days, we didn't 行床 but just doing lots of kisses and hugs. Last night, we wanted to do western food for dinner, and went to Hard Rock Cafe next to the Great Wall Sheraton Hotel. Unfortunately the place is closed until 10pm for company function. We wanted to do KTV and went to 钱柜, but it was a Friday evening, and there were no rooms available. We went to 金鼎轩for dinner and the food tasted terrible! We bought duck neck and feet from 哈哈镜 for supper, and it was super spicy that even my 亲爱的 couldn't take it. Guess it was an unlucky Friday for us.

Nevertheless, I am already thinking of my next trip to Beijing to meet my 亲爱的。Just now, I sent her back to her home at 望京 before coming to the airport. Her last words before we parted: 记得打电话给我。

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Pre Chinese New Year Trip

Officially I'm in Beijing this week for business, so during the day I have customer meetings, and during the evening, I am seeing with my 亲爱的。Before I come, me and my 亲爱的 spoke about watching 赤壁 (下), so finally Tuesday night we went to the cinema near the 三里屯 to catch the 8:45pm show. 赤壁 (下) is quite a good show, except that we didn't believe that Cao Cao can be tricked by Lin Chilin over a cup of tea. In real life, she has probably offered herself to Cao.

This evening, we're thinking of going to KTV. My 亲爱的 likes singing, and so do I. Will be back to Singapore on Saturday afternoon.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

不得不爱

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

Me and my 亲爱的 talk over the computer at least once a day. For example, for the past 7 days,I've been calling her through pfingo about 10pm my time, which is 10am her time as we're 12 hours difference. Duration of the call is between 30 minutes to 1 hour, and we talk anything under the Sun. I even showed her the windows view of my hotel, and she commented 原来美国是这样的. When she was in good mood she said things like in her 21 years, she felt 庆幸 to know me; I'm the 2nd closest person to her after her mum; because of me, she knows what is real love; she doesn't think that she has ever loved her first boyfriend. When she's not in a good mood, she said things like I am just toying her love; one day she will change her phone number without telling me and leave quietly back to Chengdu to get married; she doesn't know what to tell her mum about our relationship. Anyway, I'm going to see her again on Tuesday, and I don't think she is able to give up this relationship so easily.


Saturday, January 10, 2009

I Wanna Hold Your Hands

I have been travelling to China for the past 10 years, but it is only last week I learnt from my 亲爱的 that most couples don't hold hands in China. I didn't believe her because for the past one year, we have been holding hands in public, and she didn't say a word. For the next 30 minutes, we walked along JianGuomenwai Dajie, and yes, what she said to me is indeed true. Most couples were either walking with linked arms, or the guy's arms over the girl's shoulder. I asked her what is wrong with holding hands. She said that only teenagers do that, or parents holding their children's hands. Effective that evening, we have stopped holding hands. Gosh, no wonder we had stares from people because we did something unusual in public. Or maybe it is also the 18 years of difference in age that has caused unnecessary attention.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

God Bless America

I'm in US this week for my company sales kick off meeting. My yearly routine after arrving US is to do my Chinese New Year shopping at the factory outlets www.primeoutlets.com , to get my favourite brands like Calvin Klein, Nike, Polo, Timberland, etc. Before I came, I asked my 亲爱的 what she would like to have, and she replied: 不用给我买什么的,只是我真的挺喜欢Chanel No. 5,所以就叫你买了.其它也没有什么需要的,见到你就好不说了你们去逛吧!我要睡觉了,明天还要早起,想你.

Instead of a bottle of perfume, I ended up buying a Coach handbag for her. I hope she's going to like it when I give it to her next week.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Dilemma

While 亲爱的 is in love with me, she's also in a dilemma. Her conscience told her that our relationship is not going to work out. The main reason is that I don't live in Bejing, and she doesn't believe in a long distance relationship. In fact, she used to work in 广州 and had a boyfriend there. When she returned to 成都,she initiated with the guy for a break off. On the contrary, she's not overly concern about dating a married man because it is not uncommon in China, and she has friends doing the same. Recently her aunt insisted that 亲爱的 should tell her mum about our relationship and that has made her 郁闷. 亲爱的 is worried about how her mum is going to react to it if she were to tell her. Her mum may just force her to return to 成都 immediately. I felt useless as I can't help her. I hope that this song can give her some enlightenment.

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