Friday, November 7, 2008

Crying

Together with 亲爱的 for more than a year, I heard her laughter and giggles more than a thousand times, but never hear her cry. My first experience finally happend last night. Well, it all started when she messaged me "我还等着你的电话睡不着,今天特别想你呢!还在外面吗?" When I returned to the hotel, I immediately called her and we chatted for an hour. As usual, many giggles from her as we chatted about anything under the Sun. Then she said "你对我不好, 每次都是来出差的时候才见我" Then she went on saying that I lied to her about this and that, and she felt so stupid why she still love me, and her friends said that she's stupid to be with me as she didn't benefit anything from this relationship, then she has to lie to her friends that I'm very nice to her, and blah blah blah, and .... sob sob. Oh oh, I haven't had any experience in handling such a situation ... didn't know what to say, so I went on "别哭了,对不起,我错了,你不要生气". Then she said that she's tired and needed to sleep. Is she getting too involved in this relatonship? Is she really hurt? Is it time that I should stop seeing her? These will be some questions that I need to ponder over when I'm in the plane from Mumbai to Singapore this evening.

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