我想的很清楚了,我们还是不要在见面了.不想再一次痛了,其实我不是一个你想象中的好女孩,我其实性格很要强,又有虚荣心,有时候还特现实,为了金钱连尊言都没了.还在自我安慰这只是个人生活的方式;当着人面总是满面笑容,但是谁又明白我的苦,谁愿意拿身体换生活呢!这就是虚荣心作遂,糊里糊涂就走错了路.你这样想我就不会再对我牵挂了.跟你在一起的几天很难忘,感觉到你对我的呵护.过马路时有你牵,在人群中你总是紧紧的围着我, 那些感觉真的很温馨.离别的第一天就感觉混身没劲,自己也搞不清楚怎么回事,总绝得少了点什么.直到晚上一个人躺在床上睡不着的时候,眼前老浮现出你的影子;想着我们这几天的点点滴滴,忍不住咬着被角流泪了.接下来的几天也是一样,白天有朋友的时候说说话就过了,可是到一个人的时候又开始想你想你想你... 看过很多韩剧,大致的明白那就是所谓的爱,那一刻我自己都吓了一跳,怎么爱上了个有家庭的男人.但是这就是铁定的事实,我爱上了你. 不管我有多么的不好,还是要让你记住在异乡曾经有个女孩深深的爱过你.一切都结束了,我们回到各自的原点吧!把它当成美好的回忆吧!昨晚11点就写好了,怕你不方便接收.
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Hi, she may not have asked you for money, but did you ever sent money to her on your own accord?
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P/S: I do hope the 2 of you can somehow iron out the issues. Best of luck.
No..I don't send her any money. Only gifts I got from Changi Airport like perfume, swatch, cosmetics.
ReplyDeleteI do have a 亲爱的 in China too. She also did not ask any money from me, but I do occasionally send some money to her, $2K ~ $4K rmb. Not that I am expecting anything in return, but just hope that the money is able to help her live a slightly better life.
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I don't really want her to depend on me for income. She loves me for who I am, and not how much I can give to her. Well, I supposed it's the end of our relationship, unless I can give her assurance on our future together.
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