Feeling Guilty

Was in Tanjong Pagar area with my friend Alan on Thursday afternoon, and decided to walk into Dragon Spa in Amara Hotel, since it has been quite a while that we've not gone to a spa. This is my first time to Dragon Spa, and so is Alan. Entrance fee is at $57 per peron that include sauna and massage. The receptionist did not ask what type of massage we require, or how long we want. She just gave us the locker key, and we proceeded inside. Although Dragon Spa is well renovated, the pool is small. We are also quite disappointed with the food as it only serves char siew pows and kaya bread. Certainly cannot compete with the spa in Grandlink Square. After we have enough of relaxation, we proceed to seperate rooms. A girl is already waiting for me in the room and quite chio looking. So we know this is a sex shop in disguise. She started working on my back, and after 10 minutes, working on my front. Then she asked if I want to proceed with special. Ok, for the past six months, I have not been engaging in paid sex, because I have promised my 亲爱的 that I won't 乱乱搞. Moreover, I've been seeing my 亲爱的 every month and we have so much sex that after I return to Singapore, I don't really have anymore urge for sexual needs. Since I did not want to disappoint the masseur, I opted for handjob instead. Sad to say, I didn't really enjoy it, and after 10 minutes, I told her to stop. Maybe I'm just not in the mood, or feeling guilty for doing something that I'm not supposed to do. I washed up and proceed to the lounge for a drink. While waiting for Alan, I picked up my cellphone and called. 喂！亲爱的,你在干嘛？我想你了。。。