不得不爱

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

Me and my 亲爱的 talk over the computer at least once a day. For example, for the past 7 days,I've been calling her through pfingo about 10pm my time, which is 10am her time as we're 12 hours difference. Duration of the call is between 30 minutes to 1 hour, and we talk anything under the Sun. I even showed her the windows view of my hotel, and she commented 原来美国是这样的. When she was in good mood she said things like in her 21 years, she felt 庆幸 to know me; I'm the 2nd closest person to her after her mum; because of me, she knows what is real love; she doesn't think that she has ever loved her first boyfriend. When she's not in a good mood, she said things like I am just toying her love; one day she will change her phone number without telling me and leave quietly back to Chengdu to get married; she doesn't know what to tell her mum about our relationship. Anyway, I'm going to see her again on Tuesday, and I don't think she is able to give up this relationship so easily.